Happy Spring everyone! Though snow is in the forecast for NH tomorrow, I can feel new life stirring around the corner.
It was an extremely drawn out winter for me. If you read my last update, then you know, between bed bugs, breakdowns and trips to the hospital, there wasn’t much time for myself.
No time for self means depression. Depression is inevitable for me in the winter; but, this winter was especially gloomy.
That’s behind me now. Spring is here, even though it’s taking it’s time to show.
There was a new moon this past Monday. Perfect time to set forth a new attitude.
New season, new moon, new beginnings!!!
Next month, I will be starting an herbal apprentice course. I have wanted to take this course for almost 18yrs. So, it’s a big step. I am terrified, but the kind of fear that comes when you feel deep inside you will change.
I will definitely keep you posted on my progress.
Speaking of keeping you posted…I feel terrible that I haven’t blogged much.
I am so proud of myself that I finally started this blog and managed to hold onto it for a couple of years. I am always thinking of things I want to write about; but never make it to fruition.
With Spring’s renewal I renew my dedication to my blog. I vow to spend more time and effort into my blog and my writing.
I have finally made it to the point where my mental illness can no longer hold me back.
It may stop me in my tracks. It may take a day from me here and there. It may even break me at times; but, it can not stop me.
Everyday I begin again.